I am not where I am

I am not where I am.

In darkness, I am surrounded

Yet completely alone.

The quietness blankets thoughts

And silences confidence.

Only here is there peace.

An inner-panic, chaotic

Yet comforting and gentle.

Only here lies the answers,

Those of which will never be understood.

A longing, quenched

But not with the medicine excepted.

In darkness, I am surrounded

But I am not where I am.

I am led by the light.

My unanswered questions,

Left unanswered.

The darkness filling in the mystery,

Allowing for the leap.